t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Monday, June 14, 2004
=) woo. smooooooooooth. hahas. that's the only word on my mind lahs. listening to kelly clarkson+justin guarini - timeless. =D hahas. so....... soothing. tsk. improves my mood!
aye. going port dickson tmr le! oh my.. sigh. i suddenly likw so... yi yi bu she? lol. like. can't bear to leave this sunny island.. oh my. what's with the emo girl!? *slaps self. don't mind me. i'm totally outta sorts today.
wo de ai yi bian tou ming. ying zai yue guang li.
know why i said that? i think. i blasted cascada - miracle. for at least 3 hours today. while playing some.. eggstreme game on my dad's pda. and tons of things just.. streamed into my mind.. like.. TONS. especially flashes of scenes at Angel Reborn. dots lor. like.. so.. =| dotsdotsdots.
lol. once again. the statement.. ri you suo si.. ye you suo meng... seems like total crap.. lol. cos number ONE.. i definately haven't been thinking bout THOSE matters.. *frowns slightly. oh wells.. is SOMEONE trying to tell me something? *ponders!
listening to Qiu Zhe - ni zhi dao wo ai ni now. MAN. so sweet. can i just like.. die from it!? *faints. hahas. ni zhi dao wo ai ni zhen xin zhen yi.. =) hmm. lardeedahs. today's sucha boring day hao mah?
oh. -miemie- came over for awhile just now. LOL!. shhhhhh.. *secret. =X hahas. i bet many people are thinking -crookedcrooked- [xiang wai wai] now.. but NO! there's nothing between us lar. he's just here to help my aunt pass something to my mum. x) haha. yeah. got some shocking news today. man. its sad whenever i hear such news. cos it only reminds me of a few SAD lines in certain songs. for example..
vi3 - eyes closed so tight..
"why do we fall in love?.. when love will only tear us apart..
and also.. nicole kidman - one day i'll fly away..
"what more can your love do for me.. when will love be through with me?
dots. so saddening right? those are just.. one of the few songs that links me to those issues. okay.. this isn't about me and him.. =) we're doing fine. thank you. =) that day.. was.. just a difficult day. =) yupp...
watched 28 days today. not bad. i'm surprised it managed to trigger tears. my tear glands are kinda.. not very active the few days. i don't cry as much as i used to. HAHA. =\ yupp yupp. exceptional days were.. sat.. and.. *thinks. wed. nods. besides that. and last last thurs. not really bah. is that good or bad? *smiles. lets hope its good. =D
hahas. got reminded of songs today. =D my EX fav song.. and. this pretty nice song. =D
There was something in your voice,
That was telling me don't be too sure,
Arousing my suspicions,
I have never felt before,
I thought we had it made,
I thought you'd never go away.
But now you're suddenly like a stranger,
And you're leaving our love behind,
Of all the things I was ever planning for,
This was the last thing on my mind.
When I looked into your eyes,
There was something you weren't telling me,
But in my confusion I just couldn't see,
If there was any doubt,
I thought that we would work it out.
But now you're suddenly like a stranger,
And you're leaving our love behind,
Of all the things I was ever planning for,
This was the last thing on my mind.
[Instrumental]
There was something in your voice,
That was telling me don't be too sure,
Arousing my suspicions,
I have never felt before,
I thought we had it made,
I thought you'd never go away.
But now you're suddenly like a stranger,
And you're leaving our love behind,
Of all the things I was ever planning for,
This was the last thing on my mind.
But now you're suddenly like a stranger,
And you're leaving our love behind,
Of all the things I was ever planning for,
This was the last thing on my mind
Last Thing On My Mind
Written by Steve Robson/Ronan Keating
Four o'clock in the morning
My mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you
And how you left without warning
But looking backI'm sure you tried to talk it through
Now, I see it so clearly
We're together but living separate lives
So I wanna tell you I'm sorry
Baby I can't find the words
But if I could, then you know I would
Chorus
No I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life, crashing down on me
Guess I had it all, right there before my eyes
Girl I'm sorry now, you were the last thing on my mind
You carried me like a river
How far we've come still surprises me
And now I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)
Staring back is this man
I used to be, with you
How I long for you
Chorus
Girl I'm sorry, I was wrong
Could have been there
Should have been so strong, so I'm sorry
Chorus (repeat)
okays. i gotta FLY le larhs. =D like what nur says.. ciao chin chao! =x
;elysium.
9:53:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
